Anger and rage. I can't believe after such a beautiful day and hearing my idol's joyful voice, all words I have to summarize the day was anger and rage. It is mesmerizing as you can add fuel to it while it burns at will. And make it almost cross the line but holding it back with all you can. It's like a suppressed orgasm.

Feel sorry for everything I should feel happy about. This is a beautiful place. My mind is probably too productively broken. I got withdrawal symptoms to some unknown substance or emotion.